Mr. Creative

In my transition between child and adult, what have I become? When I first step up to face the challenge of the next chapter, I was full of hopes and dreams. Now, I believe I'm more than that. The thing that was lost in me was the hate that sprung up from the darkness that devour me and made me an indifferent person.

They say that expressing your hate in a good way makes you feel better afterward. That is why I'm going to express that dark side of me without hurting anyone. I don't want to build hate from the person around me because hate is a drug that takes over you if you intake it too much.

For the ones whom i thought was the one who'll bring me up but pulled me down when I least expected it, you have stabbed me during my weakest point. I hate you all because you've done a coward act. If you are really strong then why don't you attack people when they are in their invulnerable state.

For the ones who abuse my good, all of you are parasites which is not worth helping. You know that people like me won't hesitate to help or to do good that is why you abuse us by taking away a part of us slowly. Sometimes you even destroy our lives. If you could you would have probably switch lives with us because your lives suck which was done by your own hands. You won't be the way you are if you fight for the life that you really wanted. Nothing can make our lives a living hell without our consent. Don't wait for the day we the good people get fed up and throw everything back at you.

For the ones who shut their mouth sealing the truth in their tongue, you deserve to be punish with the ones who do evil. The reason why our world can't improve because people like you who have the power to change it do not do anything. It's the worst sickness someone is ever going to have. You will live in this apocalyptic world forever if your not going to talk or at least do something.

For those who makes our world a darker place, die in the flames of hate. The only reason this world is not beautiful is because of your selfish acts. You are the source of all the problems in this world. That is why corruption spread in every part of the globe. You have no hope of changing because you have no conscience; people like you are not worthy to be called humans. All of you are monsters.

If you are the person I'm talking about, start pondering about your acts. Will you continue to live your life being hated by people like me? Don't play innocent, God knows your acts. Someday your victims will be avenge, by the hands of the real justice. If you won't change now, your punishment will be worse. Shape up or die down.

Sometimes, I imagine myself in a state of being dead. Imagine myself looking at everyone around me, what would be their probable state? Will they mourn for me? Will be forgotten and will I be considered as just another person who lived and died? That is why I always ask myself, what are the deeds I have already done to be remembered?

If ever I die one day, I would want to leave memories that are priceless. One of my goals is to be different from the world. The world is a dangerous and dark place, its reality. Our idealistic view of the world is just a figment of our imagination as far as I know. I want to be a living proof of a person who would not let the evil of this world brings everything down. Even at a young age, I always told myself that we can work hard in life to achieve our goals while adding fun into it. I admit, I'm not a perfect person; I myself have my own failures in life.
I don't let these failures to pull me down. I actually accept them and move on.

Maybe if I leave this world, there are a couple of things I will surely be remembered. My family will probably see me as a person who is obedient and good. They will know me for serving the church. If I'm not home, I'm not in school or the company of friends; you'll see me in church. I do not usually complain at things; for me, there's not much good thing that it will give me. My friends will think of me as a very optimistic person. Whatever the weather, I usually smile. It helps you know, but smiling too much can be a little annoying sometimes. Many could probably think that another brain in this world died. I know in my heart that I am a good person. Even risking me to dangerous stuff makes conscience run wild.

 

            People think that talking about death the way I’m doing means something. Probably some will think that is will be my last goodbye or something. For me, talking this way gives you a reminder that life is unexpected. You’ll never know when that day comes where you’re lying on your grave. I myself am afraid of dying, but it’s a reality we must accept. Everyone will die someday, but it should not stop us from doing the things we ought to do. Being aware of death means that you value your life because you probably want to do something that will make you most happy.

 

            Acceptance is the key for everything, if you accept the reality in life despite all your effort, then you are helping yourself to be a better person. The people who know how to accept things are mature people because they know that denying the fact will only put you to misery. How can you be a successful person if you deny the ways on being one? How can you love if you can’t accept the fact that not everyone loves you? If you accept, you will find a way to make it better. When the time comes, accept it.

I feel restless, I'm to worried of the time passing by ,but I am so agitated of the days becoming very long and boring. What is my problem? Usually, feeling this way signals something unexpected will happen. It may be something good or bad. There are just times where I sense something. I can't explain it, but there are times my body tells me of what is to come.

Other than that, I feel lonely. My family and friends are is not the reason for this, I get enough attention from them. Whatever the reason for this loneliness, only I know. I have no plans on sharing it; I apologize though. There are many things in me that I don't usually share. Behind this person that you probably know, there is more. Even if you think I have told you all my life, there is still more you don't know. I am not shallow, I am deep. I did not reach my state with just a forward step. Maybe if you get to know me you will know why I am what I am.

I feel restless, I'm to worried of the time passing by ,but I am so agitated of the days becoming very long and boring. What is my problem? Usually, feeling this way signals something unexpected will happen. It may be something good or bad. There are just times where I sense something. I can't explain it, but there are times my body tells me of what is to come.

Other than that, I feel lonely. My family and friends are the usual, I get enough attention from them. Whatever the reason for this loneliness, only I know. I have no plans on sharing it; I apologize though. There are many things in me that I don't usually share. Behind this person that you probably know, there is more. Even if you think I have told you all my life, there is still more you don't know. I am not shallow, I am deep. I did not reach my state with just a forward step. Maybe if you get to know me you will know why I am what I am.

"The act or process of expanding"

            That is the meaning of the word expansion in the dictionary. It is the word that explains everything of me in my state right now. I have already grown weary of the usual things that I am doing. I want to expand my horizon and spring out from my shell of protection. It is a sign that I am growing as a person. In the old days, civilization expands to show their supremacy. They also need to expand to gain more resources for the good of their civilization. In our case, it is essential for us to expand to be more mature.

            We must be careful though; because during our expansion, we become vulnerable. This world is a dangerous place. During the state of vulnerability, dangers will come. If we are not careful, they will drive us into misery. If we don't survive, we might not be successful in life; but if we survive the attacks done by the dangers around us, chances are, it might be hindrance for us. It will store in our mind not to expand because it might probably happen again. We must move on eventually, or else we won't grow. The things that can't kill us makes us stronger.

            As we expand our horizon, we should expect the unexpected. We must be prepared of what is out there. We enter new lands as we expand so we must not lower our defenses. We are taking chances out there. It is our life that is at risk. We must decide carefully because we don't usually have second chances.

           Let us not stop ourselves from expanding, for it is in expanding that we grow wiser. Expansion is just a way of life. It dictates our personality in the coming future. If you expand, make sure you go the right direction. I won't hurt to bring a map. Let's spread forth and expand!

Life is one of the most complicated things in the universe. It has so many variations and it never fails to surprise us with something new. We humans are the most complicated beings among all living things we know that exists. We have an intellect, a will and the emotions. We are the most capable among every being.

We have to admit that somewhere out there in that vast space, there will be life and they could possibly better than us. Even if so, it is true that we are capable of many more abilities. There is still so much to discover in us; who knows, humans will be flying in the air thousands of years from now. Other than the physical body of us humans, there is the mental and spiritual part of us that we also have to consider. Humans are made up of body and soul. Our body is solid so it is a little easy to study; but the soul, it’s can’t be seen, It’s one big chunk of mystery. We can only know about it through religious context.

With all this things to know, what is the bottom line? In the end, these things won’t matter. Everyone knows that reality. There will come a day where everything will just disappear. From dust we sprung forth and to dust we end up. All that we learned and discovered will just be swipe away in just a blink of an eye. We will all go back to the beginning.

Therefore, our goal in our world is not to gain power and knowledge. Our goal in this world is to live our lives in a meaningful way. Wherever we are in this universe, the same goal applies. If everything will return back to the beginning, all of the things we have done will disappear. If we make our lives meaningful, our works is sure to disappear, but within us is the heart that never regretted everything that it has done. We will live a life of content, and we will die with content. Living a life of content is happiness, and happiness is what the people really wanted.

I feel neglected... I am such a nice guy but why do i suffer? If I would only see an appreciation that at least they would show me a sense of worth. I respect them with what they are doing but they don't even care to look at my side of the story. That would be the reason why i lack self confidence. I just need someone who would be there to care... I want a friend.

I feel neglected... I am such a nice guy but why do i suffer? If I would only see an appreciation that at least they would show me a sense of worth. I respect them with what they are doing but they don't even care to look at my side of the story. That would be the reason why i lack selfconfidence. I just nid someone who would be there to care... I want a friend.

I kissed the hands of my crush in front of everyone in my class. like a prince kissing the hands of a fair maiden. That was in my mind way back. too bad we didn't last.